abyss
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Maybe I am depressed. Yesterday when I got home from work I just fell apart and started crying, tumbling into the abyss of my own self-pity. It wasn't anything big, but one thing after another just kept happening and I felt worse and worse until I lost it. Maybe it was just hormones. I've been trying to get my birth control refilled now for the past two weeks to no avail. I hate dealing with doctor's offices and insurance companies. Don't tell me that contraceptives aren't covered under my health care plan. I will find a fork for the head somewhere (stolen, yes, but great phrase).
Today is better. I'm frustrated about work still, but it's getting better. I actually have a kickoff meeting scheduled for tomorrow for my project, so I'm getting somewhere, at least.
Poor Matt. He has his own difficulties and now I'm being difficult too.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 at 1:43:00 PM CDT
Think chocolate.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 at 1:47:00 PM CDT
Chocolate always seems like a cure-all. But despite claims otherwise, I don't think it does anything for my hormonal craziness.
I think I just need to be more positive and not let little things get to me.
Friday, May 26, 2006 at 12:25:00 AM CDT
Aye that’s the Irish motto: “Don’t sweat the small stuff.” They should put that on their money, like our “E Pluribus Unum”, just like Russia should make their motto “Even paranoids have enemies”.