tales of an ordinary girl

The past week has been a blur. I've felt like I'm on a different plane of existence, with everything going by. And I haven't felt enough with it enough to respond to anything. I'm still processing.

I mostly played NWN2 all weekend to cope.

I think I'm just kind of feeling afloat at the moment. Even the holidays, which are usually pretty interesting to look forward to, are going to be odd this year. Christmas may just be Matt and I and no other family. Matt is my family now primarily, but it's odd. I've never spent a Christmas without "family".

And I've started a new project at work, which is good. At least I'm working still. However, it's not making sense to me yet and I'm not clear on what I'm supposed to be doing. So I'm not doing much (even though I'm working hard.. I just don't seem to be making any progress).

I'm not complaining about having time (and inclination) to play video games. I just don't like feeling so foggy. (I don't even feel my posts have been coherent.)